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Annette Wilzig's avatar

I enjoy how you articulate how your mind works as you conceive and create your art. It's really fascinating. I really haven't thought about my own mind and how it functions as I'm conceiving/creating my art but your article has now got me thinking about thinking. Many years ago I would listen to music in the studio as I made my art but since I've been in this home with my studio, I don't listen to any music and prefer the silence or the 'noise' of my own thoughts whether intrusive or just flowing as I'm engineering the hows of attaching objects. I talk aloud sometimes, I'll cuss, cry, and even talk to the piece I'm working on. I feel music would be a distraction to me now as I prefer to listen to music doing other things or merely just listening.

MATTHEW ROSE's avatar

Cecil, your essay touches upon so many aspects of knowledge and awareness, two pillars of human consciousness that in varying degrees crosses over into pretty much everything humanity is about as it lifted itself away and apart from the purely animal world. Consciousness is and always has been a key for me. But consciousness is also the lock hole. It's the door and it's the key maker as well. Sometimes simultaneously, sometimes working solo. Consciousness, I've come to understand, is a subjective, not an objective experience. And over time (seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, years, a lifetime) it is in constant flux. What i detect as red on Monday morning in bright sunlight, might seem mauve come the evening as the sun settles in the West. My experience of myself and what I do is also changing – minutely – as is my understanding of what I produce: The paper I cut, the way I attach it to a support, the way I compose. What "looks" good on Tuesday, is oftentimes torn up on Wednesday. Why? What happened? What this all means to other people, if anything at all, is often a mystery. And while language can and does help detail the distinctions and differences between us and our experiences of reality and the meanings involved in moving through reality and time and our social experiences, it (language) is also vulnerable to flux. Meaning perhaps is best fixed in mathematics, a language supporting science (at least on this planet). It's all perhaps a glorious, evolving puzzle.

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